to this 4/4 beat, I'm in time with you.

i'll walk barefooted.i'll walk on the hot tarmac and gravely road deep in thought.my mind will be infatuated with thoughts of you,or somewhere in my mind you'll be there.no matter what;always.i'll walk with the hot sun beating down onto my fair skin which has now become burnt and sore.i'll see the heat waves that rise from the beautiful fields and the tree's that sway in the humidity of the air.i'll see the birds and the butterflies and my just applied plaster that slowly begins to peal off my right foot becoming more dirty from the hot tarmac and gravely road that i walk barefooted on.i'll come across the most unusual creatures that i want to pick up and use as magnificant exibits.i want to show the world what kind of amazing creatures roam this earth,but i can't.i can't because you won't care.you won't be amazed.you'll probably think i'm weird or something.i think nature is beautiful but it scares me.i fear it,but not all of it.i'll have days that i never want to end because i think 'this is the life',when it really really is but it does end,and it will end.but not all good things end.not if you don't want them to.well at least they haven't for me yet.the very very very best things are lasting the longest and that is why i consider them as the best.i want to know things.i want to know i want to know i want to know,but i don't think anybody does know,so i'll never know.i want to be superb at something.i want to have a major talent,but i don't.i want to be able to make people tearful or merry in using or performing my talent just like people with extreme musical talent.but i have not got the confidence to do anything like that at all,and i suck at music.i want to always be able to make all the right decisions.i want to be able to preform magic.i love magic.i want a butterfly to lead me to a magical place.i want to be with you forever.i want to laugh everyday and for nothing to ever go wrong.i want to make everything better for the people who are unfortunate.i want to be satisfied but i never will be.i think too much.i'm obsessive when it comes to photos and orginisation. i've always wanted to be the person you want to know but i can't ever manage it.i don't like upfront compliments but i'll do it to you all the same.i don't like people with massive ego's.i worry to much,i'm too paranoid,and i am a right jealous person.i'm not Effy.i go by the name of Effy ,therefore,i am a Effy,one of the very many in this unorigional world we all live in.
hello,nice to meet you.

i love sitting in parks watching the world and his wife wandering past and the different appearances and laughs that travel through my eyes and ears.i love having hundreds of messages in my inbox.i love train journeys and our deeply amusing chats usually on the way home.i love feeling wanted.i love nice individual scents,especially natural, unknown ones.i love fresh linen and newly painted walls.i love brick lane and spitalfields and vintage and antique.i love flowers in my bedroom and inscence late at night.i love long walks and refreshing bike rides and not wanting to eat.i love tiring days spent with the best people that end late late into the night.i love watching the stars,appearing and dissapearing and sharing body heat.i love looking forward to things,but i hate it when my expectations let me down.i love blue tack and its handy ways.i love my photos on my wall.i love songs that remind me of places,times and people.i love those frapachinos from starbucks.i love days like the 25th of july and the feeling it gives me.

well basically air traffic, my chemical romance, the used, jack's mannequin, fall out boy, foals, adele, michael buble, dizze rascal, one night only, the kooks, the cribs, magic numbers, paolo nutini, james morrison, babyshambles, the hoosiers, the arctic monkeys, the libertines, kate nash, amy winehouse, snow patrol, feist, plain white t's, the wombats, scouting for girls, newton faulkner, jack penate, the beach boys, michael jackson, the rolling stones. chris brown, muse, santogold, hadouken! pendulum, the white stripes, buckcherry, lali puna, does it offend you, yeah? mindless self indulgence, rage against the machine, DJ aphrodite

pans labyrinth, · cast away, · atonement, · a walk to remember, · penelope, · becoming Jane, · Narnia, · saving private ryan, · ♥